HOOVER, Ala. -- It was easy to find Dee Ford at the end of last season.
He was sitting in front of a television, somewhere, watching a bowl game. And not just the BCS national championship game or the other games considered major bowls. No, Auburns defensive end watched all of them.
Thats right -- all 35 of them.
I accepted the fact I wasnt there, the senior said at the SEC media days Wednesday. I still evaluated every pass rush, and I tried to get better every time I watched something. Thats how I am. I want to be the best at everything.
And not being in a bowl hurt. Thats why he has refused to forget about the Tigers 2012 season. He wants to remember every moment of the 3-9 meltdown that led to the firing of former head coach Gene Chizik.
He wants to remember because through the disappointment, Ford believes it will lead to a resurgence.
Im not going to forget that at all, he said. Because I look at a lot of those guys who are young, and for your first year to be here and go through that, I feel for you. Thats why I came back (to school). I feel for you. I understand, and I definitely didnt want for an 18-year-old guy to go through that type of pressure.
When asked what went wrong last season, Ford was forthright. For one reason or another, the Tigers lost cohesiveness as a team. Most weeks, the teams had great practices, Ford said. The problem was carrying that over into games.
What caused that?
Wed get into a game and slowly lose confidence, he said. And that was more so younger guys not knowing what to do in different situations and knowing how to adjust. Coaches can prepare you for every type of situation, but they cant go out and play for you.
Much like Ford, senior fullback Jay Prosch cant get last season out of his mind, either. At first, he tried to move forward. But try as he might, that 3-9 record kept nagging at him.
Its something he has come to terms with.
Now, its a motivator for me, and I think it is for other guys, too, he said. Thats definitely part of the fire that we have right now.
First-year head coach Gus Malzahn has taken note of that intensity. The returning players could have hung their heads coming off such a dismal season.
Instead, Malzahn has found the opposite, calling his players attitudes refreshing.
They have really bought into a new day, and theyre excited about a fresh start, he said. Thats the way our staff has approached this thing since theyve been here, and Im very excited that theyre excited going into fall camp.
As with any incoming coaching staff, the expectations for Malzahn are to improve upon last seasons record. Thats the bare minimum. But what about dealing with people who aim well higher than that? Malzahn admitted that all the question marks the Tigers have -- who will start at quarterback, establishing a go-to receiver and installing Ellis Johnsons 4-2-5 scheme on defense, to name a few -- make it hard for him to predict how the season will turn out.
Well learn a lot about our team in fall camp. Well learn a lot about our team early in the season, and my goal is going to be to improve each practice and each game, he said. And if we can do those two things, I like our chances of having a successful season.
One thing Malzahn has been thankful for is the overwhelming support of the Auburn fan base. From its record attendance at the A-Day Game in the spring (more than 83,000) and those who turned out to greet him at SEC media days, fan support has been consistent.
To think that the support has followed one of the worst seasons in Auburns history was something Malzahn found difficult to explain.
Then he found an apt metaphor. The Auburn fan base is akin to a family -- and a resilient one at that.
Families, when you go through adversity, true families have a way of rallying, and thats what you saw, Malzahn said. And thats what really separates us from a lot of other fan bases. Our fans rally, and they get behind our team. It really gave us a shot in the arm at the spring game and since then.